You should turn yourself around and c'mon home...
I dont know why I'm writing, this will be a pointless/pathetic/move on, and get a life, kinda entry.
Today was full of ironic coincidence's. I dont want to go into too much detail. Anyway, I saw Sara today. We had an awkward conversation today, if you can call it that. She works for Delta Airlines as a flight attendant. She's pretty hot and she gave me her number. "Should I call her," is what I keep asking myself? I dont know. I miss having a gf, I just havnt had the time, and I've been thinking a lot about myself. Trying to find out who I am and what I want haha. Basically, I'm just making up excuses not to date someone to make sure I dont hurt anyone else, cuz I'm scared. But Sara, she seems really cool. She's kinda the first girl I've even considered going on a date with for a long LONG time. Movies? Dinner? Haha, I forgot how to date. Pathetic, move on, I know I know.
So when I get home from the gym, I get an unexpected phone call. Who is it? Haha, yeah. She's the last person on earth who I thought would call me. All the old feelings came back and it was scary. It got me wondering if I'm every going to change. It was great talking to her, I miss her (that's going to get me in to some trouble). It's pretty sad, but she reminds me of who I was back then. Hard to explain. And since the phone call, all of the music on the radio that's been playing has had some sort of meaning in our relationship. "Baby baby baby, when all your love is gone, who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world. Maybe maybe maybe you'll find something that's enough to please you, but if the bright lights dont receive you, you should turn yourself around and c'mon home." I need to move far far away, or be killed ha ha ha.
So I was watching the Real World last night to catch up, or was it the night before? Anyway, Landen gets a call from his ex gf, and they hang out. People change blah blah blah. I am bored of writing now. Guys can be such pussy's. Trust me I know lol. I think I just miss my f____d. I'm going to regeret this entry in a few days.
"I'll never long for what might have been. Oh, regret won't waste my life again..."
Alter Bridge - Metalingus. Buy the cd if you have not already!!!
Today was full of ironic coincidence's. I dont want to go into too much detail. Anyway, I saw Sara today. We had an awkward conversation today, if you can call it that. She works for Delta Airlines as a flight attendant. She's pretty hot and she gave me her number. "Should I call her," is what I keep asking myself? I dont know. I miss having a gf, I just havnt had the time, and I've been thinking a lot about myself. Trying to find out who I am and what I want haha. Basically, I'm just making up excuses not to date someone to make sure I dont hurt anyone else, cuz I'm scared. But Sara, she seems really cool. She's kinda the first girl I've even considered going on a date with for a long LONG time. Movies? Dinner? Haha, I forgot how to date. Pathetic, move on, I know I know.
So when I get home from the gym, I get an unexpected phone call. Who is it? Haha, yeah. She's the last person on earth who I thought would call me. All the old feelings came back and it was scary. It got me wondering if I'm every going to change. It was great talking to her, I miss her (that's going to get me in to some trouble). It's pretty sad, but she reminds me of who I was back then. Hard to explain. And since the phone call, all of the music on the radio that's been playing has had some sort of meaning in our relationship. "Baby baby baby, when all your love is gone, who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world. Maybe maybe maybe you'll find something that's enough to please you, but if the bright lights dont receive you, you should turn yourself around and c'mon home." I need to move far far away, or be killed ha ha ha.
So I was watching the Real World last night to catch up, or was it the night before? Anyway, Landen gets a call from his ex gf, and they hang out. People change blah blah blah. I am bored of writing now. Guys can be such pussy's. Trust me I know lol. I think I just miss my f____d. I'm going to regeret this entry in a few days.
"I'll never long for what might have been. Oh, regret won't waste my life again..."
Alter Bridge - Metalingus. Buy the cd if you have not already!!!