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is it possible to feel a sense of being heartbroken if you had never even been in a relationship? why am i the one that my guy friends come to to admit their love that they suddenly realized! im so happy for them, but its like they become so caught in their puppy love that it just begins to feel like they are rubbing it in. i want that. i want someone like my guy friends. they are such wonderful loving people! i want one. its always the worst though when i have had some sort of attraction to them at some point. what causes one to feel a "heartbreak"? that feeling inside that is just like something is missing and its just so sad! oh i suppose ill get over it...i always have, just with a little jelousy inside. why cant guys realize these things for themselves and in a timely manor! hehe i cannot deny my greatest of feeling a love that i desire with all my heart and soul and hope to share with the world. oh the wonders of the world. someday.