you want it all but you can't have it.
Right now I am in horrible pain. I have the worst sore throat ever. I cannot swallow, I can't stop crying it hurts so bad. I went to Health Services and I don't have strep...just a virus or early stages of mono which I doubt and hope not.
I want more than anything else to go home right now. It's times like this when i wish I never went away to school. I can't be here like this. My parents won't come and get me. They think I'll get better soon. I hope I do. I'm completely helpless. I'm missing classes, work, and I'm getting behind. This is the most pain i have ever felt. There is nothing I can do. I can't sleep because I get up every 5 minutes to spit because I can't swallow at all.
This semester has been one thing after another and I've brought a lot of it upon myself. I want to try and change but more stuff just keeps happening. I need help. I need more fluids but I don't have the access.
I need to be home. I have to work all day Friday and all day Saturday and it's just not going to happen. I hope I get fired.
I'm missing the Diner Breton tomorrow night. This is such bullshit.
I need a hug. I need the person who supposedly loves me to say "I hope you feel better soon. i love you, etc" But i guess that's just too much to ask.
I'm skipping my Dante class right now. First Italian class I've ever skipped.
oh it's a dirty job but someone's got to do it.
I want more than anything else to go home right now. It's times like this when i wish I never went away to school. I can't be here like this. My parents won't come and get me. They think I'll get better soon. I hope I do. I'm completely helpless. I'm missing classes, work, and I'm getting behind. This is the most pain i have ever felt. There is nothing I can do. I can't sleep because I get up every 5 minutes to spit because I can't swallow at all.
This semester has been one thing after another and I've brought a lot of it upon myself. I want to try and change but more stuff just keeps happening. I need help. I need more fluids but I don't have the access.
I need to be home. I have to work all day Friday and all day Saturday and it's just not going to happen. I hope I get fired.
I'm missing the Diner Breton tomorrow night. This is such bullshit.
I need a hug. I need the person who supposedly loves me to say "I hope you feel better soon. i love you, etc" But i guess that's just too much to ask.
I'm skipping my Dante class right now. First Italian class I've ever skipped.
oh it's a dirty job but someone's got to do it.