only time will tell..-but im tired of time!
these are the days when i feel so helpless. and i know i cant do anything about it. the days when my world truely does feel like its coming to an end. the days when i forget my own advice to people.
things could get worse, i know they can. so im not gonna say that "things couldnt possibly be worse" cuz well they can..
im just tired of waiting
im tired of being the person who has to wait
im impatient, as many of you all know..
and i try to control many things in my life
this being one of the hardest to control..
because this one, is literally impossible TO control.
ive never felt so helpless
never in my life have i asked for someones advice and not take it in very much because i know i'll be like this again and they'll say the same thing
but its good to hear them care..its good to hear them say something to try to make me feel better..its feels good to know ive got friends
but then im still feeling like crap..
i want time to run faster..
who doesnt really?
why do you run time as slow as possible, why is it that i feel like im running my life in slow motion? how come you always make things difficult? answer me those for these quesions are the most asked in my life..you wont change things for me, you never have. why should i trust you now? in the time in my life where i feel the most helpless? you should have been there for me before all of this..where were you?..better yet..where was i? because you say you dont move, and rumor is, that you dont..so i must have moved..do you know where i am? where my heart lies?
why cant life just like me?
things could get worse, i know they can. so im not gonna say that "things couldnt possibly be worse" cuz well they can..
im just tired of waiting
im tired of being the person who has to wait
im impatient, as many of you all know..
and i try to control many things in my life
this being one of the hardest to control..
because this one, is literally impossible TO control.
ive never felt so helpless
never in my life have i asked for someones advice and not take it in very much because i know i'll be like this again and they'll say the same thing
but its good to hear them care..its good to hear them say something to try to make me feel better..its feels good to know ive got friends
but then im still feeling like crap..
i want time to run faster..
who doesnt really?
why do you run time as slow as possible, why is it that i feel like im running my life in slow motion? how come you always make things difficult? answer me those for these quesions are the most asked in my life..you wont change things for me, you never have. why should i trust you now? in the time in my life where i feel the most helpless? you should have been there for me before all of this..where were you?..better yet..where was i? because you say you dont move, and rumor is, that you dont..so i must have moved..do you know where i am? where my heart lies?
why cant life just like me?