TIME
Time ... Jesus. where does it go?
Since my last update, A LOT has happened. Obviously, its been over a year, nearly two. maybe too. I didn't check the date. So after getting out msdf, from my last post... I immediately went back to using, Like a dumb ass. I worked at maharaja the entire time.. my using escalated into another overdose...this one causing me to be found by my brother , matthew. .. for the second time...so, I end up getting revoked. they only revoke one of my two cases. The one I did not want them to revoke, naturally, So I end up doing a YEAR at the house of correction... boiled down to 9 months after good time. not too bad, I ended up being truly blessed, and got put into a treatment program at the Day reporting center. this lead me to being placed into a christian sober living house, by some work of god. ..so in essence, I got the clear from the DRC to go on a bracelet for the last two months of my sentence. my brother did not want me to live with him, Matthew that is, naturally, I wouldn't want to live with me after the hell I put him threw either. so the superintendent, Hernandez, signed off for me to go stay at god touch ministry. I am sitting in the unit, the day I was supposed to go out on the bracelet, and I get called down, thinking I am going out... turns out, this is not exactly the case. I get escorted into a meeting with Marty, the executive director of god touch ministry, and Hernandez . I am informed that I was not even on Martys radar, that he had no Idea who I Was, or how I got signed off to come live at his house. It was a coincidence that he was there at that very moment, interviewing two other gentlemen for a spot at the house. turns out that they dont rub Marty the right way, so he does not allow them to come. so, he agrees to interview me, and by gods good grace, He felt a sincerity in my voice and decides to get me out that day, with in a half hour, I am out an have a bracelet on my leg.. this renews my faith , and restores me to Christianity. I consider myself a cultural Odinist, christian, and agnostic theist. SO, Marty ends up meeting the owner of quaker steak and lube in new berlin, and he asks if anyone needs a job... as a cook... so, I go for the interview, and naturally, they hire me to be a server, not a cook, because of my extensive experience. turns out to be an AWESOME job. I love it. I had to bike from 17th and Lincoln to moorland rd and beloit rd every day at first, but I manage to get a car before it gets too cold. another stroke of god, I get the car for 100$ but end up dumping another 600$ into it within the first few weeks. thing starts going to shit, right around the time I propose the Idea of having a baby with NICCI... whom I was not dating at the time, but seriously crushed on for a few years. Nicci and I progress rapidly in our relationship , to the point where we are in love and want to get married. I love her so much, its crazy. today we had some downs, regarding things I can not talk about quite yet, but the whole thing will blow over soon, and I may or may not provide full disclosure. I sincerely hope that Nicci is the last girl I ever date, as I want to marry her, and am ready to settle down,absolutely . as of posting this I have , for the most part, been sober for nearly 16 months. I have an occasional beer. that is about it.
Since my last update, A LOT has happened. Obviously, its been over a year, nearly two. maybe too. I didn't check the date. So after getting out msdf, from my last post... I immediately went back to using, Like a dumb ass. I worked at maharaja the entire time.. my using escalated into another overdose...this one causing me to be found by my brother , matthew. .. for the second time...so, I end up getting revoked. they only revoke one of my two cases. The one I did not want them to revoke, naturally, So I end up doing a YEAR at the house of correction... boiled down to 9 months after good time. not too bad, I ended up being truly blessed, and got put into a treatment program at the Day reporting center. this lead me to being placed into a christian sober living house, by some work of god. ..so in essence, I got the clear from the DRC to go on a bracelet for the last two months of my sentence. my brother did not want me to live with him, Matthew that is, naturally, I wouldn't want to live with me after the hell I put him threw either. so the superintendent, Hernandez, signed off for me to go stay at god touch ministry. I am sitting in the unit, the day I was supposed to go out on the bracelet, and I get called down, thinking I am going out... turns out, this is not exactly the case. I get escorted into a meeting with Marty, the executive director of god touch ministry, and Hernandez . I am informed that I was not even on Martys radar, that he had no Idea who I Was, or how I got signed off to come live at his house. It was a coincidence that he was there at that very moment, interviewing two other gentlemen for a spot at the house. turns out that they dont rub Marty the right way, so he does not allow them to come. so, he agrees to interview me, and by gods good grace, He felt a sincerity in my voice and decides to get me out that day, with in a half hour, I am out an have a bracelet on my leg.. this renews my faith , and restores me to Christianity. I consider myself a cultural Odinist, christian, and agnostic theist. SO, Marty ends up meeting the owner of quaker steak and lube in new berlin, and he asks if anyone needs a job... as a cook... so, I go for the interview, and naturally, they hire me to be a server, not a cook, because of my extensive experience. turns out to be an AWESOME job. I love it. I had to bike from 17th and Lincoln to moorland rd and beloit rd every day at first, but I manage to get a car before it gets too cold. another stroke of god, I get the car for 100$ but end up dumping another 600$ into it within the first few weeks. thing starts going to shit, right around the time I propose the Idea of having a baby with NICCI... whom I was not dating at the time, but seriously crushed on for a few years. Nicci and I progress rapidly in our relationship , to the point where we are in love and want to get married. I love her so much, its crazy. today we had some downs, regarding things I can not talk about quite yet, but the whole thing will blow over soon, and I may or may not provide full disclosure. I sincerely hope that Nicci is the last girl I ever date, as I want to marry her, and am ready to settle down,absolutely . as of posting this I have , for the most part, been sober for nearly 16 months. I have an occasional beer. that is about it.