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ok. you know there's something wrong with meg natoli when she hasn't really played flute in almost a month...i can't even go one day without it! AND WHAT GOOD TIMING! 3 WEEKS BEFORE STATES AUDITIONS. way too goooo loserrrr. i must say i feel like butt. everything is just aklsjdklasd BLAH. winter break...not much of a break at all. worked 6 shifts when i was only supposed to work 4. gay. no shoppinggggggggg. no friendssssssss. nothing. just bad bad bad. at least i got can put my contacts in now. that's sad because that's the best thing that's happened to me in about a month. not counting regions. that feels like so long ago and it hasn't even been a month. gosh. well whatever now that i'm ready to collapse for my break...oh shit son we're going back to gay. go figure. whatever. i'm sick of being the boring girl. i don't even have a valid reason anymore of why i shouldn't go get shit faced drunk and whore it. not that any of that will make sense to any of you...but i don't care. whatever just normally id be like helllllll no. now i just don't care. oh and to top it off. my mom was puking all day thursday. friday my dad took my grandma out of brooklyn and moved her into a nursing home. when they left her and my poppy went back to brooklyn he called up my dad hysterically crying because he misses my grandma. shoot me i can't handle this. but it gets better i promise. they couldn't handle my grandma she was fighting them and her face got all banged up...she was rushed to the hospital and they kept her there over night to evaluate her and shit. the ER called about 50 times at like 3 am because even they couldn't control her. i was awake and next to the phone. go figure. they sent her back to the nursing home the next morning but they still couldn't handle her so my dad had to go in and she's been drugged since then. yeah and that's just a little bit of what's bothering me. i'm not being a dumb bitch just because of that. way to goooo meg way to goooo. loser.