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I CAN'T BREATHE. I WAS SO FUCKING UPSET. I THOUGHT I BLEW THIS. GATTSEK JUST CALLED ME A LITTLE WHILE AGO. HE WAS LIKE "WERE YOU EXPECTING A CALL?" AND I SAID NO AND HE ASKED WHY NOT AND I TOLD HIM I DDIN'T DO SO GREAT. AND HE WAS LIKE "OH REALLLLLLLYYYY" AND I WAS SAID YEAH. AND HE GOES "WELL THEN I'LL TELL YOU THIS. YOU'RE THE TOP 6TH FLUTE IN THE ENTIRE REGION AND YOU'RE 4TH CHAIR IN THE WIND ENSEMBLE" EXCUSE ME! MY SCORE IS 188. I CALLED RON AND HE DIDN'T HEAR FROM HIS DIRECTOR YET BUT HE'S LIKE "OMG MEGAN YOU PROBABLY BEAT ME OUT" AND HE ASKED WHAT I'D THINK IF I DID. I TOLD HIM I'D CRY AND I'D FEEL REALLY BAD. HE LAUGHED AT ME. IF HE DIDN'T BEAT KAREN OUT AND ISN'T 1ST CHAIR. HE BETTER BE 2ND OR 3RD. AND SIT NEAR ME. HE'S AFRAID HE MIGHT'VE GOTTEN INTO SYMPHONIC AND NOT THE WIND ENSEMBLE. I'LL DIE. KEVIN MADE IT TOO. HE'S 18TH IN THE REGION AND 8TH CHAIR IN SYMPHONIC I THINK. RON THINKS I HAVE A GOOD CHANCE AT MAKING ALL STATE NOW.
I QUALIFY FOR STATES. TAKE THAT ASIA! YOU GOT SERVED!
I QUALIFY FOR STATES. TAKE THAT ASIA! YOU GOT SERVED!