Aug 09, 2005 03:19
my kitty were having her put to sleep tomorrow
tomorrow as in today
im staying down here with her all night
she keeps trying to get up to get a drink but then she can't drink her water
and falls on the floor
and i help her back to her bed
and sit
and cry
i wish i had someone to talk to right now i tried calling lyssa before but her phones off
i don't even know what to do if i should go with them tomorrow...i dont even know if my mom is going to go
of course she will but i don't know if i can handle going
i feel like i should...but then maybe it'd be better if i said bye and stayed home? blah i dont know
i love my kitty God rest her soul
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