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I apologize for not talking to anyone online or commenting the past couple of days, I am just in a really awful mood, and I have honestly bitten off the head of everyone that has crossed my path...
i have a problem with withdrawing myself from the world when things go wrong
So, I blame this mood on the fact that I constantly disappoint myself. When I actually DO focus in school, I get good grades, however, the moment I get even SLIGHTLY worse than what I'm used to getting, I get verrrry down on myself and discouraged. In this case, I got an 80 percent on an essay, and I KNOW it's still a B, and I KNOW I still have a 92 in the class...but...essay writing is usually my strength, and the fact that it brought me down two percent. I'm just, i don't know. I either have to do do something PERFECT or not at all. And when it's in between I get really depressed.
okay short post, more tomorrow
i have a problem with withdrawing myself from the world when things go wrong
So, I blame this mood on the fact that I constantly disappoint myself. When I actually DO focus in school, I get good grades, however, the moment I get even SLIGHTLY worse than what I'm used to getting, I get verrrry down on myself and discouraged. In this case, I got an 80 percent on an essay, and I KNOW it's still a B, and I KNOW I still have a 92 in the class...but...essay writing is usually my strength, and the fact that it brought me down two percent. I'm just, i don't know. I either have to do do something PERFECT or not at all. And when it's in between I get really depressed.
okay short post, more tomorrow