I need to get this out of my system. Last time.
School has been making me bitter.
Oh, so very bitter.
I'll give you a little scenario, see what you guys think of it:
There is a girl who comes to college and hasn't had a crush or liked anyone for three years. She's fairly dense at detecting if people like her or not, so usually she doesn't notice if people like her or not, because she acts fairly child-like and boyish.
Her first quarter into college, she meets a guy who's from Korea, and knowing the language, she talks to him because there really aren't that many Koreans in the school.
She doesn't know he's starting to like her even though he offers to walk her partway to the train station multiple times and asks her if she can stay to eat at Carl's Jr.
But one day, while she's walking home and talking about going to Korea, he says "Let's go together".
She freaks out.
And pretends she didn't hear him.
But for the next four quarters, she doesn't see him often, so she relaxes. She gets to know other girls and other guys, so the matter slips to the back of her mind.
In her 5th quarter, the girl gets to know a guy in her life drawing class. He's nice, and a bit strange, but that's OK because she is too.
They get to know each other and she becomes comfortable around him. She also learns that he's the roommate of the guy who likes her (who will be Guy).
There was Midterms, Finals, and then there was the 6th quarter.
The first day of the quarter is hectic, as all first days are. She misses the first two weeks of one of her classes, so in order to catch up, she asks Guy's roommate (who will be Roommate) for help.
A few days later, she finds herself, Guy, and Roommate in one class together and after class, Roommate offers to walk her partway to her train station. She starts to feel uneasy in the class she has with Guy and Roommate, because once she sat down a few chairs away from the two, they switched seats to sit next to her.
She feels odd.
But agrees.
This happens twice, and by the second time, she's wondering if Roommate likes her. She pushes the thought to the side, but keeps it in mind, partially convinced that Roommate is just a really nice guy.
However, since she's not totally convinced.
So she pulls aside a guy at church and asks him "can I take a picture of you and pretend your're my boyfriend?". And he agrees. So she feels a bit better.
Valentine's Day.
She dreads going to class on that day, because Roommate knows where she has class. She has a feeling he might be in there, so she avoids going in during the break.
But Roommate's there.
And he gives her a small trinket (which she's planning on giving to her brother) and says he "thinks [she's] an interesting person" and that he "would like to get to know her better".
She never gets a chance to show him her 'boyfriend'.
And she freaks out.
So the class she has with Guy and Roommate has become unbearably uncomfortable. Through all that, she plays stupid and pretends that she has no idea that these guys like her.
The week after Valentine's week, she goes to church and sees the guy she asked to be her 'boyfriend'. That's when she realizes, with a bit of distress, that she's starting to like him.
And now that this girl has now told the whole world about in on her Livejournal, she figures that this should be the end of her ranting of this situation.
For now.
To be continued...?
[EDIT] Typos ^^;
Oh, so very bitter.
I'll give you a little scenario, see what you guys think of it:
There is a girl who comes to college and hasn't had a crush or liked anyone for three years. She's fairly dense at detecting if people like her or not, so usually she doesn't notice if people like her or not, because she acts fairly child-like and boyish.
Her first quarter into college, she meets a guy who's from Korea, and knowing the language, she talks to him because there really aren't that many Koreans in the school.
She doesn't know he's starting to like her even though he offers to walk her partway to the train station multiple times and asks her if she can stay to eat at Carl's Jr.
But one day, while she's walking home and talking about going to Korea, he says "Let's go together".
She freaks out.
And pretends she didn't hear him.
But for the next four quarters, she doesn't see him often, so she relaxes. She gets to know other girls and other guys, so the matter slips to the back of her mind.
In her 5th quarter, the girl gets to know a guy in her life drawing class. He's nice, and a bit strange, but that's OK because she is too.
They get to know each other and she becomes comfortable around him. She also learns that he's the roommate of the guy who likes her (who will be Guy).
There was Midterms, Finals, and then there was the 6th quarter.
The first day of the quarter is hectic, as all first days are. She misses the first two weeks of one of her classes, so in order to catch up, she asks Guy's roommate (who will be Roommate) for help.
A few days later, she finds herself, Guy, and Roommate in one class together and after class, Roommate offers to walk her partway to her train station. She starts to feel uneasy in the class she has with Guy and Roommate, because once she sat down a few chairs away from the two, they switched seats to sit next to her.
She feels odd.
But agrees.
This happens twice, and by the second time, she's wondering if Roommate likes her. She pushes the thought to the side, but keeps it in mind, partially convinced that Roommate is just a really nice guy.
However, since she's not totally convinced.
So she pulls aside a guy at church and asks him "can I take a picture of you and pretend your're my boyfriend?". And he agrees. So she feels a bit better.
Valentine's Day.
She dreads going to class on that day, because Roommate knows where she has class. She has a feeling he might be in there, so she avoids going in during the break.
But Roommate's there.
And he gives her a small trinket (which she's planning on giving to her brother) and says he "thinks [she's] an interesting person" and that he "would like to get to know her better".
She never gets a chance to show him her 'boyfriend'.
And she freaks out.
So the class she has with Guy and Roommate has become unbearably uncomfortable. Through all that, she plays stupid and pretends that she has no idea that these guys like her.
The week after Valentine's week, she goes to church and sees the guy she asked to be her 'boyfriend'. That's when she realizes, with a bit of distress, that she's starting to like him.
And now that this girl has now told the whole world about in on her Livejournal, she figures that this should be the end of her ranting of this situation.
For now.
To be continued...?
[EDIT] Typos ^^;