sadness
so the last time i wrote in here i was sad too. how weird. and that was a long time ago.
so yea. ryan and i broke up. well, according to him, we're "taking a break"... yea. last time someone said that to me, what happened? yea. he started dating someone else two days later and tried to keep it a secret from me. i'm not retarded, thanks.
so i'm not really sure what to do... he says this isn't permanent. it's a break. he just wants time to think about his life and everything that happened (the accident.)
i really hopeit's just a break. i hate to sound so dependent on someone, but he really makes me feel like myself. i love being around him, and being with him. it wouldn't be the same if we're just friends.. but, i respect him enough to let him have his space, and when he has had enough, he can come back.. and if he doesn't want to come back, i'm satisfied with being just his friend... i hope.
oh well.. my life is so repetative though.. i'm tired of all this...
18 credits this semester is shooting me in the head. i have so much work... from 9am-8pm on mondays and wednesdays, i'm in class & at work... two 1 hour breaks... UGH.. oh well... it's only one semester.
don't ever take ceramics. especially at LC. it sucks.
oh well.. back to the mountain of work i have to do.
so yea. ryan and i broke up. well, according to him, we're "taking a break"... yea. last time someone said that to me, what happened? yea. he started dating someone else two days later and tried to keep it a secret from me. i'm not retarded, thanks.
so i'm not really sure what to do... he says this isn't permanent. it's a break. he just wants time to think about his life and everything that happened (the accident.)
i really hopeit's just a break. i hate to sound so dependent on someone, but he really makes me feel like myself. i love being around him, and being with him. it wouldn't be the same if we're just friends.. but, i respect him enough to let him have his space, and when he has had enough, he can come back.. and if he doesn't want to come back, i'm satisfied with being just his friend... i hope.
oh well.. my life is so repetative though.. i'm tired of all this...
18 credits this semester is shooting me in the head. i have so much work... from 9am-8pm on mondays and wednesdays, i'm in class & at work... two 1 hour breaks... UGH.. oh well... it's only one semester.
don't ever take ceramics. especially at LC. it sucks.
oh well.. back to the mountain of work i have to do.