i lied, i am mad
okay.. ryan was supposed to come up to lynchburg today, but it's already 1pm and he has YET to call or even make an effort to get in touch with me to tell me if he is coming or not... he said he'd be here before 2, and now there's no way that's going to happen. i'm not sure if i'm mad, or just upset... i haven't seen him in two weeks, and i really miss him.. i don't even know where the fuck he is. i've called his phone like 5 times, and i finally just left a message.. he spent the night over at eric's last night, and he's probably still over there, not paying any attention to the fact that he promised to come see me this weekend... :( i ahve to say, my feelings are hurt. i hate stupid lynchburg. and i miss ryan.. and THIS SUCKS. i had half a mind to just call his mom and be like, where the hell is ryan? but she was the one who didn't want him to come here in the first place... maybe he doesn't want to come up here or something...... i don't know what to do.