FUCK! One damn fucking poweful word, I wanna let all my friends know that I luv every single one of you who puts up with me and listens to me and every single one of you who go out of your way to satisfy me in one way or the other, sometimes I think my straight girl friends would make such great boyfriends, damn you puzzys for not having dicks, nah its cool, Im just drunk, pardon me. Oh my god Im getting freaked out, Ive noticed Im very much like my mom, but shes the only one I truly love, sometimes I feel like I don't appreciate much of what she does, Im so happy the other day I had a 2 hour talk with her, it felt good to talk to my mom about depression, work, and makeup and hair colors, I luv her so much, Im like the duplicate of her. Damn I get so fucking emotional when Im drunk. Why can't I like gurls, boys make me very fucking unhappy, FUCK YOU BOYS, thats all your good for, for a damn FUCK, I met this guy tonite and can I say his ultra hot, oh fuck, I wanted to rape the shit out of him when I saw him but too bad his straight, but we had a long conversation about alot of shit, and his cuban too, but damn Ive never met a cuban boy who has gotten me so damn attracted to him, FUCK! yeah im fucking drunk and i shouldnt be writing at this time, but fuk it, i feel like fucking writing. I miss milly, i miss that krazy bitch, damn i notice i get very emotional when im drunk. i luv all my friends who put up with me, this is one very FUCKING interesting world, i luv how everyone is so fucking interesting, i miss my ex, damn i need physical attention, im one sad motherfucker, why so many boys are sluts, WHY? oh my god i luv ivy queen, i dont care what anyone says i luv that bitch, one day ill see her live in concert, ralph stop drinking so much, lmao. oh yeah ralphy-poo poo i luv u, ur one of my gay boy friends that has put up with so much shit from me, i luv ralph, thank you for being there with all my krazyness, i luv u bitch, lets get drunk again, its soo much fun, someone take me to dance hip hop and spanish music please? lol, ok i gotta send this, check out 2 new pictures of me, lol, muah ;-)