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i'm starting to get scared...i haven't heard from matt yet, but that's not all of it.
i really don't know if i am ready to get involved again. i guess i'm more worried that it wouldn't be fair to him.
i've got so much baggage right now. i don't know if it would be fair to him to get involved when i'm carrying so much around with me still.
i guess i'm still making too big of a deal out of this.
i'm getting all worked up over something that may not even happen...gosh, i need to calm down...
maybe a cigarette'll help...
i really don't know if i am ready to get involved again. i guess i'm more worried that it wouldn't be fair to him.
i've got so much baggage right now. i don't know if it would be fair to him to get involved when i'm carrying so much around with me still.
i guess i'm still making too big of a deal out of this.
i'm getting all worked up over something that may not even happen...gosh, i need to calm down...
maybe a cigarette'll help...