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Sigh.
So I had a date lined up with Kate. But I was "too excited" for it so she canceled it. Too bad she didn't cancel her 'date' with one of her ex boyfriends. So yeah, thats my situation.
I'm not comfortable being single. I know I'm totally wrong in thinking that I'm 23 and I'll never find anyone else or I'll never get married or something stupid like that. But right now I just feel so fucking lonely and want a girlfriend again so bad. It's fucking pathetic but that's my goddamn life right now. I'm not comfortable talking to random girls. I'm almost done with college so I have no idea how I'm going to meet girls after that, like I said I'm not good at the whole bar scene or whatever. Yet again I thought I was with a girl I'd marry but that shit was blown out the window again.
Just feel like nothing is going right for me at this point in my life. 2007 has been real shitty so far. I hope something changes and it becomes amazing.
Sigh.
So I had a date lined up with Kate. But I was "too excited" for it so she canceled it. Too bad she didn't cancel her 'date' with one of her ex boyfriends. So yeah, thats my situation.
I'm not comfortable being single. I know I'm totally wrong in thinking that I'm 23 and I'll never find anyone else or I'll never get married or something stupid like that. But right now I just feel so fucking lonely and want a girlfriend again so bad. It's fucking pathetic but that's my goddamn life right now. I'm not comfortable talking to random girls. I'm almost done with college so I have no idea how I'm going to meet girls after that, like I said I'm not good at the whole bar scene or whatever. Yet again I thought I was with a girl I'd marry but that shit was blown out the window again.
Just feel like nothing is going right for me at this point in my life. 2007 has been real shitty so far. I hope something changes and it becomes amazing.
Sigh.