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I forgot completly about livejournal, but i am really bored and in Glen Ellyn for 3 days so i will create a post on my life the past year, even if it is for my own personal use.
My life has been completely flipped this year. So much has changed regarding friendships, faith, boyfriends, my viewpoint on things.
Im not nearly as close with some people as i use to be. The one person that i have been the closest to my entire life is now almost if not non existent in my life now. She fucked up and i cant get over it. I fucked up and she cant get over it. Its really sad. I have tried my hardest to rekindle everything that has happened, but i still feel that awkwardness as if it is our first time ever hanging out. We hung out a total of like 6 times during the school year, and i would say about 4 of them was when she needed something not bc she cared to actually see me. Not like how it use to be. However, on the plus side i am extremely close with some people that i use to be best friends with in high school then had a falling out and now back to being close again. My college friends are amazing as well. I have a close group of guy friends and a close group of girlfriends.
My best friend Ryan and i got super close the past year.I trust him more than a lot of people.But nothing has ever occured from that and i even ended up visiting him in Barcelona, which by the way is the most beautiful city i have ever traveled to. But ya he has helped me out so much the past 3 years and i can not wait to see him in a few days.
I dont live in my sorority and thank god. I am over the Greek life and it was definitly a sophoomore year phase.Im living in a house next year with 5 of my best friends. (oh and living above a bar is the worst mistake anyone could ever do...DONT EVER DO IT!!)
Im still with my boyfriend but we have been VERY on and off the past few months. Hopefully things will either fall in palce this year or its time to say goodbye. He is the longest and most beneficial relationship i have ever been in though.
Im not really a huge party animal anymore, i still enjoy meeting lots of people and different types of people, but i went from having more fun at huge frat rages to wanting to only be wtih a select group of people.
I stayed at school this summer which is probably the smartest thing i have ever done. I came home a few times and realized the people that i actually care to see are the ones i call. My sister got married this summer as well which was really fun (except some drama unfolded at it) But other than that i am really excited for my senior year of college (whoa) and not excited to start finding a job.
xoxo
My life has been completely flipped this year. So much has changed regarding friendships, faith, boyfriends, my viewpoint on things.
Im not nearly as close with some people as i use to be. The one person that i have been the closest to my entire life is now almost if not non existent in my life now. She fucked up and i cant get over it. I fucked up and she cant get over it. Its really sad. I have tried my hardest to rekindle everything that has happened, but i still feel that awkwardness as if it is our first time ever hanging out. We hung out a total of like 6 times during the school year, and i would say about 4 of them was when she needed something not bc she cared to actually see me. Not like how it use to be. However, on the plus side i am extremely close with some people that i use to be best friends with in high school then had a falling out and now back to being close again. My college friends are amazing as well. I have a close group of guy friends and a close group of girlfriends.
My best friend Ryan and i got super close the past year.I trust him more than a lot of people.But nothing has ever occured from that and i even ended up visiting him in Barcelona, which by the way is the most beautiful city i have ever traveled to. But ya he has helped me out so much the past 3 years and i can not wait to see him in a few days.
I dont live in my sorority and thank god. I am over the Greek life and it was definitly a sophoomore year phase.Im living in a house next year with 5 of my best friends. (oh and living above a bar is the worst mistake anyone could ever do...DONT EVER DO IT!!)
Im still with my boyfriend but we have been VERY on and off the past few months. Hopefully things will either fall in palce this year or its time to say goodbye. He is the longest and most beneficial relationship i have ever been in though.
Im not really a huge party animal anymore, i still enjoy meeting lots of people and different types of people, but i went from having more fun at huge frat rages to wanting to only be wtih a select group of people.
I stayed at school this summer which is probably the smartest thing i have ever done. I came home a few times and realized the people that i actually care to see are the ones i call. My sister got married this summer as well which was really fun (except some drama unfolded at it) But other than that i am really excited for my senior year of college (whoa) and not excited to start finding a job.
xoxo