Crappy Thanksgiving Day!!
Well today wasn't the best
My love left for Alice, Texas which is about 8 hours away from Dallas. He's not coming back until Monday aka this will be the longest amount of time I've been away from him, like, ever. I know I'll get used to it but right now I'm still sad.
Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday and I was hoping to spend it with him. I know I'm being greedy but still, I love him! So anyway I woke up without him and it was depressing. I love kissing him and holding him. I watched the Thankgiving Day Parade when disaster struck. I got online and I was going to leave him a cute MySpace message. Well, I noticed he changed his background photo. I also noticed his relationship status said SINGLE. WTF?! I grabbed my phone and called him crying. He sounded half asleep and was angry. "What? I don't know what you're talking about, call me back when you're not crying". I let out a "FUCK YOU" and hung up on him.
I got up and Sarah and I decided to take some of my stuff back to my mom's house as we are moving out (details later). Well, on our drive, her tire blew out on the highway. We were stuck in a emergency lane for about 30 minutes until her cousin J.J came and helped us change it.
Let's see, ate at my mom's. Crashed for an hour. Ate at my dad's. Then i went to work at 5pm. Cause Blockbuster is EVIL and makes us work on holidays. Oh, I crashed cause last night I drove to Oklahoma to play at the casino. Lost $22 at Blackjack, woo hoo!! The entire day I had the Shawn thing over my head and I was so sad because he didn't try to text me or call me. I got home around 10:40pm when I finally decided to be the bigger person and just call him myself. He apologized about this morning and said he didn't call me because he was afraid I was mad at him. He claims someone hacked his account because he didn't change the background either. I believe him (Though i'm still mad that it's not changed back yet) I started to think it was like that so the girls back home would think he was single and it would be okay for him to fuck them! I guess I'm paranoid, but I sorta have to be, Shawn's gorgeous!
Oh, and we're moving out because our neighbors are loud noisy and mean. I also can barely make rent.
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My love left for Alice, Texas which is about 8 hours away from Dallas. He's not coming back until Monday aka this will be the longest amount of time I've been away from him, like, ever. I know I'll get used to it but right now I'm still sad.
Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday and I was hoping to spend it with him. I know I'm being greedy but still, I love him! So anyway I woke up without him and it was depressing. I love kissing him and holding him. I watched the Thankgiving Day Parade when disaster struck. I got online and I was going to leave him a cute MySpace message. Well, I noticed he changed his background photo. I also noticed his relationship status said SINGLE. WTF?! I grabbed my phone and called him crying. He sounded half asleep and was angry. "What? I don't know what you're talking about, call me back when you're not crying". I let out a "FUCK YOU" and hung up on him.
I got up and Sarah and I decided to take some of my stuff back to my mom's house as we are moving out (details later). Well, on our drive, her tire blew out on the highway. We were stuck in a emergency lane for about 30 minutes until her cousin J.J came and helped us change it.
Let's see, ate at my mom's. Crashed for an hour. Ate at my dad's. Then i went to work at 5pm. Cause Blockbuster is EVIL and makes us work on holidays. Oh, I crashed cause last night I drove to Oklahoma to play at the casino. Lost $22 at Blackjack, woo hoo!! The entire day I had the Shawn thing over my head and I was so sad because he didn't try to text me or call me. I got home around 10:40pm when I finally decided to be the bigger person and just call him myself. He apologized about this morning and said he didn't call me because he was afraid I was mad at him. He claims someone hacked his account because he didn't change the background either. I believe him (Though i'm still mad that it's not changed back yet) I started to think it was like that so the girls back home would think he was single and it would be okay for him to fuck them! I guess I'm paranoid, but I sorta have to be, Shawn's gorgeous!
Oh, and we're moving out because our neighbors are loud noisy and mean. I also can barely make rent.
Seacrest Out