Hello Lovelys.
I would like to apologize for my mental break down earlier today (or yesterday now, I guess). I just tend to let my stress up in bubbles untill something finally pops them, and I couldn't take anymore bad news and it was like fate was constantly smacking in me in the face.I keep telling myself with all this bad something good has to come..but it's been hard. I am slightly suprised with the people who left me comments of concern, and I don't know how thankful I am to see some people who care. :) Thankyou all. KawaiiMon, Ash, Evil-Loki, Thomas..thankyou (and sorry I don't know how to tag yet). It makes me happy to have friends like you all. -HUGGLES-
So tuesday I am going in for testing at this..job interview thing I got. Not so sure about it, alot of what the guy told me over phone has changed in his email, so I am really confused. :S It's a call center, but I won't be working in the call center part..hmmm..It's a new divison looking at..ads? I am a bit off as to why I have to sign a consent form saying I am willing to look at ADULT ads..what exactly is Microsoft advertising through these people?
ON TO IMPORTANT NEWS.
I am tiered of being smacked in the face by life and bad luck, and I am not going (or at least I am gonna try) to let it smack me in the face anymore. I have decided I am going to get my Oregon Food Handlers card, and OLCC liscense, aka, alochol serving license, and I am going to become a BARTENDER!! :D And yes, I am dead serious. Everytime I look online, on craigslist and yahoo!hotjobs, I see all these ads of places needing bartender, some asking for 1-2 years experience, but most asking for no experience at all as they will train you. Most of these are $10-$40 hourly depending on experience, and plus tips as well.
I know the dangers well, before people try to warn me. I know about drunks, I have handled drunks before, I know about the need to say when to stop, done this, plus thats what bouncers and others are for. I know about the flirts, which mom and friends say might get me more tips. Rest assured, if a night shift I am not taking the bus home.
I want to try this at very least, a new experience, and even if not a bar, I can always do Pun/restaurants like McMinemens. It will also give me insight to one of my OC characters in my book, Xavier (haha, how many of you remember that dude? I have not forgotten him!! My Mr. Grumpy pants. <3).
And at the very least, I have my food handlers card and liqour license to work at almosy any normal restaurant as well. :D
Only thing I am not doing is gentlemans clubs. I'll pass very happly no matter how much offered. Besides, I have only ever seen one ad for a (ironically female owned) gentlemans club that was looking for people and paid very well, and they did NOT want bartenders or servers but did want girls 21 and over for..well you know. >_>
Bartending would also be a good paying part-time job, and then the other part-time would be the family business, I am learning recruiting, and taking up some weight off my mothers shoulders in the business when I do. With any luck, I can work with her in her the office she works at along with the family business right now, which will be good for me.
I have to do my journal entry for the last few days, probably do that tomorrow. I was going too tonight, but I am really tired, gonna go to bed soon. I just wanted to say thankyou, and how awsome you all are, and how lucky I am to know such people. :) Inspiring people at that. If I ever get a job as a bartender, FREE DRINKS FOR YOU ALL (granted if half of you ever visit Oregon, lol). XD
Also, I love this icon. Gumi, my favorite Vocaloid, seriously. <3 <3 Shes so cute..and somehow reminds me of a female Mircea. :O
Hope everyone is having a wonderful and safe night/day. :) <3