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Dec 14, 2004 12:50

I realise what this disease has taken from me know, my life, my will to live, my pride, my faith, y self confidence, my smooth skin, everything that could be deemed as a quality has been fucked with or taken away and destroyed by this.      Ive been fighting it now though, its a struggle it really is.  I have a T meeting next monday morning, real ( Read more... )

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melancholy86 December 16 2004, 06:00:51 UTC
I know how you feel about the psychiatrist crap. I wrote a little poem about it... As far as meds go though, it took me a couple years to find the right mix and i've been told that the most discouraging thing about taking meds is finding the right ones in the right dosage to be compatible with your unique chemical balances.
I also agree with you on the overprescriptiona and diagnosis of youths, yet perhaps it is a vicious cycle. Parents not emotionally supporting their kids, feeding them meds instead of love, developing serious issues...

Take care
feel free to talk anytime you need someone to listen
sn: avoidingfrogs
Here's my poem:

*psychiatry ventilation*
I forgot to go to my psychiatrist today
Im sure he's so disappointed
considering he does not even know my name
without looking on a chart
How many times do i have to explain what school i go to, how old i am
I am starting to question these facts myself
Yet im only in there fifteen minute, not even
and how much do i pay him again?
I just need my pills
give me my meds and i'll leave you alone
or why dont you leave me alone
ive been easy
my other psychiatrists i was the patient from hell
i was out of control
out of control
and my old psychiatrists narcissism blinded him to my plight
blind and i fell through the cracks
not that it was his fault
it was my own
but i dont know
if this new lackadasical psychiatrist
is better than an overbearing- therapist wanna be one
ive had those too
Too narcissistic, only trying to gain more clientel and money
Never looking out for my personal safety
i overdosed on the very meds he gave me
And ive had those that want to prescribe me every pill in the book
one to help me sleep
one to help me wake up
one to help me laugh
one to make sure i can still feel when i get hit by a truck
this is insane
all because of my initial insanity
or maybe we are all insane
including the psychiatrists
we are all in denial

xxxjaimeexxx

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