Justin.
so there was a new program done on Justins street today. i watched it and cried...
Justin Anthony Riggin--you were the greatest friend, i will ever have. i miss you so much. i would do anything for us to be like we were this time last year. i am honestly lost with out you in my life. i wish you knew that.
*this tears me up inside*...its part of the reason i cant go 2 church. i cant bare to see Justin w/ him being my bestfriend. i cant bare to watch Kelly&Mandy ignore me...i want to so bad..i just cant. i cant take anymore hurt, or anymore people walking out on me.