its a lil better
so i guess life is a TAD better. this week should be that bad. Friday(no school for me) Monday- AP psych exam Tuesday-AP STAT&English..THEN I dont go back to school till i think like Tuesday of next week..BOOSTTT um yea thisFriday--cheered @ game. BOYS ROCKED NW. HAHHA(still bitter from competetion) we did good. but ppl pissed me off cuz they dont listen, and they fuckin disrespect me lauren connie and jessie so much. like i talked 2 britany about it, and she helped alot<3 then went back to wills and just hung out
SAT- pom comp w/ the cheer grls=) road trip w/ LM, LP, Jess, LETAM, Karina&Cheryl..fun im glad i went, i love my cheergrls they make me smile=) then will came over and spent the majority of the night in my moms room watchin football while i did luandry. then he decided we could hang out and we watched mario kart! lol
SUN-ugh bad day. went to church, and the sermon was on friends..God Works In Funny Ways.. i basically cried the whole time. Plus Mandy and Kelly, had no words for me=( i thought they would actually talk 2 me since they want me to come back to church. i mean im NOT MAD AT ALL. im so incredably hurt. plus justin i swear looked right @ me, and said notin. but we talked later 2day, so thats cool. iJosh said somthing 2day that made me think "Get in trouble, look around...the people who are still standing by you are your friends" i thought that was PERFECT. i mean i know i fucked up, and gonna be the frist to admit it. but when someone fucks up. True friends are supposed to still be there. but well some people wernt. some people took my mistakes and wrote me off. and i think by doing that..they are makin just as much of a mistake as i did. =(. again, not mad just hurt. plus i wanted SO bad to go 2 mYf, but i couldnt. my meeting ran late..and um no liscense, so had to wait till my ride was ready to go=(
one good thing tho- me and ellen are hangin out this week. iv missed her!!
Thank you To the FEW people who have stood by me: Kim, Will, Jacqui, Matt, LaurenM--i love you guys SO much. and im so thankful for you.
To the people who havent..im not mad..i still love you. i just wish you were there, cuz i really really neeeded you alot this year.
ok..well ima wrap this up. i just needed to get all that out.
PS: CHEER COMP JAN 22nd..COMCAST CENTER BE THERE