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I got really sick last night. Something just hit me and I started puking and puking. I didn't go to school today. I had no strength and I had a feeling something bad would happen. Kevin came over and brought me Subway. I didn't know if I was gunna be able to keep it down but I did. I have to work tonight....Crap.
I don't think I will ever be able to trust again. So many people have let me down its unbelieveable. I cannot believe people say these are supposed to be the best years of my life. All I can think about is having to deal with another year of this shit. I wish I could graduate this year and get on with my life. I can't handle this horrible place.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and all the good times we had....
You can have them back.
I don't think I will ever be able to trust again. So many people have let me down its unbelieveable. I cannot believe people say these are supposed to be the best years of my life. All I can think about is having to deal with another year of this shit. I wish I could graduate this year and get on with my life. I can't handle this horrible place.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and all the good times we had....
You can have them back.