UGH
Sometimes I will listen to a song, and it brings to me back to a place in my life when I felt something meaningful. I take alot of things to heart, I can put myself in my place. I realize how much I am not perfect. I am a hipocrite, I lie, I feel alone sometimes, I think about all the stupid things I've said. Then I think about how sometimes that makes me who I am and sometimes I need to accept it. Maybe thats a bad thing, but maybe thats just me. I like to smile, laugh, and feel infinite. I like to cry good crys and hug good hugs. I want old friends and my inocence. I regret alot of things but I try look to the bright side and realize what they have brought me. Things move on, things change. It's all about accepting the good with the bad. I sure am trying....
Tonight I went and watched my dad race. He got 3rd..Not bad. But then I went to the fair and met up with some friends.
I've slept alot today but it was much needed. I've also bee dreaming alot lately which awesome. I love dreaming. Well, unless they are bad dreams.
Where are you?................
I NEVER thought I could lose so much respect in somone.
Tonight I went and watched my dad race. He got 3rd..Not bad. But then I went to the fair and met up with some friends.
I've slept alot today but it was much needed. I've also bee dreaming alot lately which awesome. I love dreaming. Well, unless they are bad dreams.
Where are you?................
I NEVER thought I could lose so much respect in somone.