I'm sitting here trying to find a thought thats escaped my mind ....
Feeling so down ... its Richie :( I havent heard from him since he left. Hope he's ok - he wasnt feeling well the last time we spoke. He received my letter + mem stick ... if it was him who signed for it.
I received a mail from Geo today - asked about my 'new' boyfriend. I have a NEW bf? When did he walk into my life then? Unless he's talking about Neil :S but we arent going out :S we're just friends orrr he's seen Richie's pic up there and thinks Richie is the 'new' bf :S. Its all so weird. Will have to reply that and find out what he's on about .....
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I feel so heavy on my heart - its like I have something locked up .. my chest feels heavy. I need to let it out ... all I can really do is cry it out ...
I received a mail from Geo today - asked about my 'new' boyfriend. I have a NEW bf? When did he walk into my life then? Unless he's talking about Neil :S but we arent going out :S we're just friends orrr he's seen Richie's pic up there and thinks Richie is the 'new' bf :S. Its all so weird. Will have to reply that and find out what he's on about .....
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I feel so heavy on my heart - its like I have something locked up .. my chest feels heavy. I need to let it out ... all I can really do is cry it out ...