apparently, i didn't understand how it all worked...
i just deleted close to 20 "twitters" from people i don't know. ?
i wonder if i'm becoming an old person who doesn't get new technology.

bookseller's delight ( Read more... )

after graduating from the new school in may, i seemed to move in reverse developmentally and creatively. it's almost like i began constructing a shell around myself, and before i knew it, i was encased like a baby bird... in the dark. i can't explain why and i don't plan on trying to explain. i am happy to report that i've finally cracked the shell ( Read more... )

lately i've had the desire to have my music-filled headphones attached to my head constantly.
regular sounds aren't working.

i wonder when it'll be okay again.

i'm not dead.

just transitioning.

on monday i bought my first lorrie moore book.. Like Life ( Read more... )

i keep playing "made for market" by icelandic band ampop over and over.
it's eerie and beautiful and makes me rock back and forth a bit in my chair..
the way the music and vocals are mixed makes me ache.
i can't even identify all of the sounds i'm hearing..
anyway...
"have you been informed of what i'm made of?"

gosh, it feels good to sneeze ( Read more... )

whenever i listen to the eagles i feel like i'm betraying the dude ( Read more... )

i want to see a LOUD live show.
i want to go home with my ears ringing.
i want to go alone.
i want the music to fill me with emotion.
i don't want to feel self conscious about anything.
i don't want to talk.

these earphones aren't doing the trick anymore ( Read more... )

so it seems the spot on 8th avenue directly below my window is where large trucks come to idle every night between the hours of 1 and 4. i wonder why. i wonder if they might move 25 yards north (below someone else's window.. sorry to whomever that person is) if i yelled down and asked them nicely. i bet not. i need some comfortable earplugs i ( Read more... )