so confused!!
i dont know what to do i met this guy a few weeks ago called joe he's great we get on really well and he is great company. i got drunk one night and kissed him nuthin else happend and i felt aful after because as you know im with pete but i continued seeing joe after and going out with him and now i have become quite attached to him. I know that joe doesnt want me to be his girlfriend or anything although he has admitted he wants to have sex with me so i know its going no were. Pete found out last week that i had kissed joe coz he decided to go through my phone and found a message that joe had sent me about wanting to fuck me anyway he hs sked me to stop talkin to joe and stop seeing him but i dont want to i enjoy his company i know that i was wrong and i know that i dont want joe what happened with joe was a mistake but it has got me questioning weather or not i love pete i want to work things out i do but i think i need time on my own to sort my feelings out im trying so hard but im so 0confused and if i tell pete all this im scared im gonna hurt him even more and he is just gonna assume its coz i want t be with joe which i dont i just want some time to let my hair down and think about me. i thought everything was ok because i was so sccared when i thought pete was going to leave or just end it with me but i had a dream about joe yesterday and now i cant stop thinking about him i know i should tell pete but were do i start