Nov 10, 2008 22:39
it has been so long since i've written here. I should more often. I feel i can speak ( or type ) more freely here.
so things are extremely rocky right now.....
matt and i are "seperated"
i've been to an attorney... and i'm dealing with all the shit that seems to complicated for a girl like me to have to deal with. i'm about to go nuts.
i DESPISE matt's mother... it's sickening to me to know that she is a teacher. she teaches children. even if it is only art, she shouldn't be allowed to offer her opinions to anyone, much less get paid for doing it. *shudders*
I've been sleeping horribly, feeling like i'm going to vomit throughout the days and being oh so tired.
i call him earlier to talk about things.... he doesn't pick up.... he calls back, and i hear him talking so I don't say hello right away.
i hear
"yeah man, she's got a nice booty"
"a nice body, too"
how appropriate.
hah.
whatever.
and the phone rings again...i think he's drunk. he only rambles like this when he's drunk.