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Tomorrow I get on a train, to go to Michigan, to meet for the first time (well, now that i can actually remember) my real mother. I'm so excited, and nervous. I've never ridden on a train before, and there is a 2 hour lay over in Chicago. And I've never been to Chicago before, either. lol. Yeah. A lot of firsts. I should be ok, though.
Other than that....I feel all crazy because Matt either is, or will be very soon, in town for Bluegrass, and it just.....makes me feel bleh. my chest feels heavy, like someone is sitting on it. but if i breathe, i will be ok.
and i'm going to have lots of fun.
so i should just not think about it at all.