I can't do this all on my own...
So much shit happening. Just shit. The little rays of hope are becoming far and few between. I think it's the time of year. I've been thinking a lot. There's so much going on and there is such a long list of things to do that I'm just... overwhelmed. I take on other peoples responsibilities too. Nic is in such rough shape and I'm trying to shoulder her responsibilities too and it's building on top of all my issues. I don't have anywhere to turn for relief. Everywhere I go is just more weight.
It's crushing me.
It's crushing me.