Mar 19, 2005 18:29
Today had to offically be the geekest day of my life. Science Olympiad competeion went on today. BAY CITY WESTERN ON FIRST PLACE AT DISTRICTS AND WERE GOIND TO STATS!!! First time in 10 that we're going back to states. I got a a thrid place too in Robot Ramble. First time I think ive ever won something or feel good about what I was doing. So i have a blue ribbon good meadl ribbon thing and a white , bronze ribbon medal thing. Monday i'm so wearing my Science O tee shirt. Im the coolest person alive and i can't wait for states in Grand Rapids.
I've ben having a really bad week, well, actually , month. I've been so stressed. This last week though has been the worst. I beleive I've gotton 15 hours of sleep in the last 7 days. Friday I blew up at Eric Bejeck, but he deserved it frankly. He was harassing me about how he was gonna beat me in astronomy and trying to cheat off my notes, and telling me that I'm a wimp because I can't take everything that's going on. That set me off , all I said was theat I was having a bad day politely before he gave me that crap . It sent me off. I yelled me freaking lungs out at him and he got a second dse when he said , "the freshmen cant handle the pressure" then i really went off on him and he was scared of me the rest of the night. And everyone else for the matter.
Because I've been gone every night until at least 9p.m. Ive been eatting fast foods a lot. Well sometimes I dont get dinner and I dont have time for lunch or breakfast during the day. I'm sorta falling back into my eatting disorder. And everytime I do eat something , I cant eat a lot of it or else Ill throw up. Bad thing happening right there.
I'm really dehydrated right now too. The parade tomorrow is gonna suck. If the you see someone laying in the middle of the road just step over them because it's probley me. Another sucky thing too is , my voice is like an instrument you leave it out in the cold and it's gonna go out of tune. Well my voice doesnt jump back as fast as a instrument, Im gonna sound like crap and have a sore throat. Celebration auditions are on monday. i'm going out for a vocal solo. i really want to get it. I want to show everyone what i can do. I want to know myself i can do it. so wish me luck, and lots of it, Im gonna need it but my boys playing for me are wonderful. I love them very much for doing this for me.
I've been really sick lately too. Friday I walked into school and the hallways were spinning, I was stumbling a lot, was super tired, had (and still have ) back aches and knots that you wouldnt believe. Everyone kept telling me to go home. I probley would have if i hadnt so many comitments to people but that's okay because i like to help people more and ill live. I relax during spring break. Oh and if anyone will go ice skating with my at the ice arena during then tell me, I want to go and it sounds like fun. or myabe Ill just go skate by myself, who knows.
Sory about not updating lately Ive been so busy , Ill post again soon , hopefully. Cross your fingers for monday's audition.