tartuffe
tartuffe is over. i have nothing to do to keep from doing homework. i dont really see the friends i made there. its sad. a lot of stuff happened and i bet i dont even know half of it. i miss hanging out with everyone. we must all get into the musical or i dont know what ill do. scott says we should rape mrs. delude and force her to let us in the cast but i think we'll leave that to zak... he wont mind it. tomorrow i get out of school from 11 to 1:30 for chamber chorus which means hanging out with scott peter zak and jesse. thatll rock i guess.
i just want to sit out on the couches and talk with them again. i dont know if they all actually considered me a friend but they mean the world to me and it was awsome of them to include me for the couple of months that the play was going on.
i guess im just not in the best of moods at the moment. im kind of just thinking about all of the things i lost when he left. first loves are confusing because you've never been through it before, but they're also exciting and dream-fullfilling. first heartbreaks are one of the hardest things ive had to go through and don't know when it will end. i do all that i can to keep my mind off of him and what we had but at the end of the day all my thoughts go back to him. i understand that a lot of people have it harder than me but that doesnt mean im not going to miss him. he was my first of many things and i lost all of that but most of all i lost a friend. i said many things to him that i wouldn't take back for the world but im not sure if he truely meant anything he said to me.
im gonna go think for a bit; sorry about how boring this all must be
i just want to sit out on the couches and talk with them again. i dont know if they all actually considered me a friend but they mean the world to me and it was awsome of them to include me for the couple of months that the play was going on.
i guess im just not in the best of moods at the moment. im kind of just thinking about all of the things i lost when he left. first loves are confusing because you've never been through it before, but they're also exciting and dream-fullfilling. first heartbreaks are one of the hardest things ive had to go through and don't know when it will end. i do all that i can to keep my mind off of him and what we had but at the end of the day all my thoughts go back to him. i understand that a lot of people have it harder than me but that doesnt mean im not going to miss him. he was my first of many things and i lost all of that but most of all i lost a friend. i said many things to him that i wouldn't take back for the world but im not sure if he truely meant anything he said to me.
im gonna go think for a bit; sorry about how boring this all must be