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Well, in a week (less than a week, really) I'll officially be a resident of Allston. This little break in New Paltz was strange. It felt like time was suspended or something, I can't believe it's only three weeks. Maybe because I haven't spent more than a few days at a time here since January, but it was really nice to be here and I got all nostalgic and while I'm really excited to move, and know I wouldn't want to be here even for another week, there's a little part of me that's kind of reluctant to leave. It wasn't particularly thrilling, but I just liked it. "Nice" is a very apt word for it. I've just started planning and preparing and panicking and getting excited for graduating so much that being here was a big comfort. I've just been calm. Or excited. And that's a really nice change for me. Although it does make the contrast of how everything's going to be so incredibly different from here on out a lot bigger. I feel like I'm a cat who's trying to be picked up but is digging their claws into the couch, only I'm also the person who's trying to pick the cat up, if you know what I mean.