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I don't know what I was saying when I said that a guy would make me happy.
It's like I was depending on them.
That's not who I wanna be at all. I wanna be independent.
I don't need a fucking guy to make me happy, I can be happy on my own.
I want to go travel the world...and I think I can hold on to a guy? lol yeah right.
I honestly don't know what I was thinking.
I am alot happier now that I realized what I was doing.
I want a serious boyfriend, but defiantly not now. I am not ready for one.
If I got one now, I wouldn't be able to keep him cause no long distance relationship lasts.
So I'm gunna wait. I don't care how long it takes.
It's like I was depending on them.
That's not who I wanna be at all. I wanna be independent.
I don't need a fucking guy to make me happy, I can be happy on my own.
I want to go travel the world...and I think I can hold on to a guy? lol yeah right.
I honestly don't know what I was thinking.
I am alot happier now that I realized what I was doing.
I want a serious boyfriend, but defiantly not now. I am not ready for one.
If I got one now, I wouldn't be able to keep him cause no long distance relationship lasts.
So I'm gunna wait. I don't care how long it takes.