hard times
im guessing not alot of people have heard whats been going on lately so im going to give everyone a little run down. since august ive moved 3 times, lost 2 of my best friends in the whole wide world to the US military (they have not died, but there not with me) ive lost friends over dumb shit, me and my brother got into it a little bit. and then some shit happend with him, and that made me really start thinking. i dont really know what about i just sometimes hate life, people never really pay any attention to what you say and they change shit around and put it in their own words... tony f.y.i i didnt want you doing drugs with kim i didnt tell her it was ok for you guys to do drugs, i said if you were doing anything i wanted to be there because i didnt want anything to happen to you... look what happend, im not trying to start a fight or anything im explaining my actions in a little more detail. just know tony that no matter what type of fight we get into, im always going to be your brother and i will always be there for you whenever you say the words. just dont get caught up in the wrong shit, thats what im trying to say i guess.
another thing thats been getting me down way way to much is my dog being put to sleep. i grew up with that dog, i loved him, he was my best friend in the world. i think the thing thats getting me the most is that i wasnt there when he got put down, he was by himself. and that is crushing, to know that your best friend died alone. everyday i cant see him is like another nail in the coffin to me. its horrible, ive been trying to ignore the pain but sometimes even the strongest of giants fall. and thats me right now. i will never forget you buddy, im going to miss you more and more everyday. i hope your better off now, than the pain you were in, your in my most deepest of thoughts and most importantly my heart, i wont ever forget you...
dan
another thing thats been getting me down way way to much is my dog being put to sleep. i grew up with that dog, i loved him, he was my best friend in the world. i think the thing thats getting me the most is that i wasnt there when he got put down, he was by himself. and that is crushing, to know that your best friend died alone. everyday i cant see him is like another nail in the coffin to me. its horrible, ive been trying to ignore the pain but sometimes even the strongest of giants fall. and thats me right now. i will never forget you buddy, im going to miss you more and more everyday. i hope your better off now, than the pain you were in, your in my most deepest of thoughts and most importantly my heart, i wont ever forget you...
dan