pockets full of moonlight, spotlighting you as you drift...
new layout.
i have a lot to say about a lot, but i don't know how to approach any of it. i'm at that point where your mind doesn't form thoughts, just feelings. and the thoughts almost don't even matter in comparison.
i don't know what this is & nothing makes sense, but i love it. even though i'm scared, i really do love it. there's just not enough time for all i wanna do.
stomp on friday.
fall showcase tuesday night.
i'm talking to suzie, which is awesome. marcus is home for the first time in five months to see her, and it makes me so happy to hear how happy she is. i just feel it so much it makes me, she's so much a part of me its like we come and go together.
it's thanksgiving this week. i get insanely homesick around this time. especially talking to suzie now. and i talked to my cousins today, too. i think that's why i'm so detatched lately, i just miss it so much. just picturing all my family together and here i am letting the cold set in just watching my parents struggle to find shit to do to get their minds off it so they can give me the impression that they're alright up here on their own. this year we're painting the downstairs. well, they are. i'm wandering around baptized in confusion.
i don't know what i'm doing. i'm gonna stumble into the sheets for awhile.
i have a lot to say about a lot, but i don't know how to approach any of it. i'm at that point where your mind doesn't form thoughts, just feelings. and the thoughts almost don't even matter in comparison.
i don't know what this is & nothing makes sense, but i love it. even though i'm scared, i really do love it. there's just not enough time for all i wanna do.
stomp on friday.
fall showcase tuesday night.
i'm talking to suzie, which is awesome. marcus is home for the first time in five months to see her, and it makes me so happy to hear how happy she is. i just feel it so much it makes me, she's so much a part of me its like we come and go together.
it's thanksgiving this week. i get insanely homesick around this time. especially talking to suzie now. and i talked to my cousins today, too. i think that's why i'm so detatched lately, i just miss it so much. just picturing all my family together and here i am letting the cold set in just watching my parents struggle to find shit to do to get their minds off it so they can give me the impression that they're alright up here on their own. this year we're painting the downstairs. well, they are. i'm wandering around baptized in confusion.
i don't know what i'm doing. i'm gonna stumble into the sheets for awhile.