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tonight i have to say has really made my whole freaking weekend... omg i cant even describe how wonderful it was to see some of the people i saw tonight. Even though i havent talked to some of these people for a really long time, they all welcomed me with open arms... literally! i think the best part was when i first got there and erin gave me the longest and greatest hug ever! and hanging out with andee is always so great, even though we live in the same house, we dont really "hangout" hangout like we use to and i love her so much and i miss it! and seeing talia and alex again was so great! talia is still talia THANK GOD! she always makes me laugh and i love her! and alex... wow! he is still the same goofy cute kid from last year... and i saw steven too, haha he is still one of the funniest guys i know! but seeing all of them made me realize that.. i really miss them... ALOT! I realyl needed this i think! I really wanna start hangin out with them agian i think they made me a better person tonight! i missed erins pretty smile and how she gets excited to see me! and i missed talias great sence of humor and pretty face! and i missed alexs goofyness and cuteness... and i missed how damn funny steven is! after i got done missing them.. i took a second look and saw some other ppl there and i realized that everyone has grown apart and i really dont want that to happen to me and everyone else! AND IT WILL NOT! I PROMISE THAT TO ALL OF YOU! i'm gonna start hanging out with my butler friends again and ITS GONNA BE FUCKING GREAT! WELL... I'M GONNA GO NOW! BYE KIDS I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!