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its about almost 12 and i'm still up.. and i shouldn't be because i have exams tomorrow. but i've been thinking alot lately i guess. i really hate how i cant stand to be alone. i dunno its weird.. i'll spend alot of time in my room but its like i hate not being around people.. hopefully i getting the point across to everyone. i hate it how i can be independent. i wish i could be. i wish that i didn't fell like i needed someone all the time... it really scares me when i know that i wouldn't be able to last a day out in the real world by myself. i really cant explain how i feel right now.... but its shitty and horrible... and i'll get over it hopefully. i wish i knew how to explain it so that it didn't seem like i'm just complaining... but i can't.