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Why am I always the girl that isn't good enough it seems for anyone to date? Why am I just the girl people hang out with to have fun but that is pretty much all it ever amounts to. The girl all the other chicks dislike because they think I'm up to something when I'm just being me. I have love and passions to give just like the next girl. I'm sensitive and very girly in my own ways I just tend to cover it up. Yeah I'm very odd and a little off sometimes and a bit on the "one of the guys" side BUT what you see on the outside isn't the whole package. There is more to me than just me joking around,being crude, pretending to not have emotions. I like to cuddle, I like to write cheesy poems and song lyrics , watch chick flicks and sit there and cry like a little sap. I wear my heart on my sleeve but then I put a sweatshirt on to cover it up. I percieve it as I'm just Jessica and that is all I will ever be to anyone.
This is have I've felt for the past 4 years..I guess it's just that thing when your surrounded by people and it seems like everyone has someone and you don't it sucks. I don't want anything right now, nor looking, but I just feel so well not so comfortable in my skin right now.
This is have I've felt for the past 4 years..I guess it's just that thing when your surrounded by people and it seems like everyone has someone and you don't it sucks. I don't want anything right now, nor looking, but I just feel so well not so comfortable in my skin right now.