beautiful disaster
I think it's safe to say I'm giving up........
Seriously what the fuck..why am I wasting my time?....Why do I like bother and yet still sit here and wonder what's going on.
I've had a bf for a month..I haven't seen him in a week and 4 days now. He never calls..I never call him cause if he isn't calling me I'm guessing there is a reason for that...He says he doesn't like to talk on the phone. So I can only talk to him through texts and emails..wtf?? He gets mad at me for no reason.
This is seriously not a healthy relationship..he can't talk to me to fix things..he won't talk to me in general. So yeah am I paranoid..yes.
Am I annoyed? YES...hurt... NO cause I don't care anymore and for once I was trying to not fuck stuff up..tryin to not cheat or do whatever it is I do. But whatever there is no point anymore...this has gotten to a new point of fuckin ridiculous.
Did I mention he lives about two streets down from me? SO FUCKIN LAME!!!
So jason congrats your a damn moron..I really liked you but your just like every other damn guy in this world. You fucked it up not me cause I TRIED..you just did nothing but make up excuses all the time and say im being a "girl".
Obviously he has issues he needs to deal with before dating someone or maybe he shouldn't date if he does this shit where he says he likes you and calls u all the time to like never!
Seriously what the fuck..why am I wasting my time?....Why do I like bother and yet still sit here and wonder what's going on.
I've had a bf for a month..I haven't seen him in a week and 4 days now. He never calls..I never call him cause if he isn't calling me I'm guessing there is a reason for that...He says he doesn't like to talk on the phone. So I can only talk to him through texts and emails..wtf?? He gets mad at me for no reason.
This is seriously not a healthy relationship..he can't talk to me to fix things..he won't talk to me in general. So yeah am I paranoid..yes.
Am I annoyed? YES...hurt... NO cause I don't care anymore and for once I was trying to not fuck stuff up..tryin to not cheat or do whatever it is I do. But whatever there is no point anymore...this has gotten to a new point of fuckin ridiculous.
Did I mention he lives about two streets down from me? SO FUCKIN LAME!!!
So jason congrats your a damn moron..I really liked you but your just like every other damn guy in this world. You fucked it up not me cause I TRIED..you just did nothing but make up excuses all the time and say im being a "girl".
Obviously he has issues he needs to deal with before dating someone or maybe he shouldn't date if he does this shit where he says he likes you and calls u all the time to like never!