.sometimes i wish i could paint my face, and pretend that i am someone else.
Why does he upset me so? Everything will be fine and dandy, and then, *BAM* he acts like an asshole and hurts me in so many ways. I don't think I can take the mental abuse anymore. I mean, does he even realize what he is doing? Everytime I try to talk to him he just doesn't get it.
I hate how my life is going right now; I wish it were December. I wish I knew what I was doing.