. anyone alive with a sex drive.
Maaan o man. I purchased RENT (dvd) yesterday, because being an employee at Exclusive means I can buy stuff before it's actually released. So I watched all the great extras, including the very well done documentary on Jonathan Larson, which was amazing. And the cut out scenes and alternate ending (case- the alternate ending was where the ended up back onstage like at the beginning, but angel was gone, and then he walks back out on stage back to his place. i thought you might like that) And since I had a very RENT filled night, I had a beautiful dream where I was a part of the group, and apparently I had dated Roger, but I was now with the guy I REALLY wanted, which of course is Mark, and Roger was with Mimi, and we were just one loveable, happy bunch. Apparently Mark and I were moving out, and it was the goodbyes, and it was sorta sad. But it was a fantastic dream nonetheless.
Hmmm besides that, I sadly could not go to my Faire meeting yesterday because of all the crazy overtime at Shur-Line. Which brings me to where I am digging a deeper and deeper hole for myself, because of the whole flirting thing...(amongst other stupid crazy stuff that only happens there) and anyway, I e-mailed Ruben, a carefully crafted, good e-mail, because he wasn't supposed to work yesterday (though he DID, he came as a split shift where he showed up early and left early) and at one point I mentioned out my e-mail was defunct (?) because he showed up. And he was all "u e-mailed me?" (he had been expecting one since Tues. when I got his address) and I was all coy (not MEANING to be, really) and was like "yeah, i did!" ha! anyway....so then this morning I get an e-mail from him,
"I didn't receive any email from you. either you sent it to the wrong
address, or you're just toying with me. it probably wasin't even that
important. who knows. u can write back or I'll just see you at work."
Oooo. I felt HORRIBLE, because I had sent it to the wrong address. (and since I didn't recieve a mailer deamon, I guess there is somebody else out there with the same name. Because his e-mail is R_lastname@hotmail.com, and I sent it to Ruben_lastname@hotmail.com, since I couldn't find the note that i had written it on.) So I sent him back an e-mail explaining this, and was all "don't be so cynical! i worked hard on that e-mail. But your right. It wasn't important."
Anyway, I feel bad about that. Especially because he would be a great friend to have, since he's really nice and caring and stuff (to everyone). And thr crappiest part is that I have a crush on this guy, and I wish I didn't, because I think he is 32, and I'm like, what the hell am I thinking? And I need someone young to temp so that I get over this. (We are getting 3 temps on Monday. Ick.)
Anyway, BLAH, I'm frustrated at myself. Grr. Hopefully he gets that e-mail and believes it and isn't cold to me on Monday. Damn.