So many things to say
well. my computer broke, I broke up with Alan, I got a new kitten, my dad is in town, the doctor's are finally trying to work on my high blood pressure, and so on. I got a new laptop. pretty good deal. I'm glad to not be with Alan anymore. My good friends understand, hell, they knew better than I did. It's nothing really big. I just wish he would give me my shit back. After complaining so much he can't even return the respect. But that's not the big issue. I'm doing well on my own. Karl is coming out for my birthday. We'll see how that goes. I've been spending alot of time with a guy that just keeps growing on me. I keep thinking that something wrong is going to happen but it's working out really well. I wonder how I'm going to fuck it up. Axel offered me a paying job to do a major tour with some band in a year. Not as a groupie but a legitimate paying job. I don't know how I feel about it. It wouldn't be for another year and it'd be a change of pace. I just don't think it's something I want to do. More tomorrow.