I recently opted to do a quick search for my parent's B&B since they have just opened, and I realized they never told me the name of it. So, I tried a couple google searches w/ a couple different variations in keywords, and not until I used "North Lawrence" as the city did it turn up. Not a good thing since hardly anyone knows where North Lawrence ( Read more... )

Today was... interesting.

It started out me watching the sunrise because I was just up so late, that I decided to stay up just a little bit longer to watch the sunrise. It was beautiful. I just wish I had someone there to enjoy it with me. So I headed up to sleep only to get up a couple hours later to go to my parents house w/ my dad. (lol, Kathy ( Read more... )

I wasn't aware that since, at age 19, I don't have my life figured out, and that makes me... a failure.

I love my mom telling me how embarrassed she is of me. How I'm doing nothing with my life. And how sick she is of me.... You know, I complain about her a lot. But I love her, and her opinion of me is important.... or was. But today, just because ( Read more... )

I've come to a couple conclusions tonite ( Read more... )

*laughs hysterically* I'm sorry my parents are a joke.

So, if any of you are wondering what I did last night that pissed my parents off so much, Josh asked me to stay the night, and we just cuddled & such.
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You know, it's not like I like being in a bad mood.... I am trying
sooo hard to be in a good mood, but then I see some other happy couple, or
read about how great someone else's life is.... or even hear about other
people's problems that are so petty, and wish that that was all I had to be
upset about. And I just hate being me.

My parents are ( Read more... )

I am now living with my parents again, but it can't be for very long. I madea deal that I would be getting a job, and getting out asap. But I have no idea how I'm going to afford it without roomates ( Read more... )

Well.... I've finally done it... pissed off my parents too much, got into a HUGE fight, and ended up leaving... and there's not the option to ever go back... I don't know what to say really except that I am terrified out of my mind about how this is going to go... say things do go bad with me & Josh (they won't, but worst case scenario), where can ( Read more... )

(From OD)I'm going to sound like a real asshole for this, but I was never good at lying: up to this point, you've been sounding like a spoiled brat. Maybe you're parents really are tough on you. Unfair, even. But you have to see where they're coming from.

I wish I could type out more, but OD only allows so many characters. (Someone)
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*growls* I am sooooo sick of being sheltered. Fuking everyone is going to ozzfest but me this summer. Even Liz. I don't hold this against ANYONE but my MOM. "You can't go to any concerts until you're 18." I am getting really mad. I think Brandon's the only person I know who isn't going. We'll go do something together to spite you all!! (Yeah right ( Read more... )