I have a bad feeling about this...
Things are.... the same.
I have a lot of things I need to talk to people about, a lot of things to straighten out. I falling down, and I'm losing sight of exactly how I felt.... I need you to show me how you feel. I need some kind of effort put forth. I feel so alone, when I shouldn't. Stop trying so hard to be in control....
And I have to watch my step, and I have to watch what I say. I'm going to end up in the same old mucked up, and lame situation as before. This person is so important to me, but I have to keep the boundaries as they are. They will stay there, until a massive change takes place.
*curls up in a little ball on bed* I am so exhausted....
*~Tsuki No Oni~*
I have a lot of things I need to talk to people about, a lot of things to straighten out. I falling down, and I'm losing sight of exactly how I felt.... I need you to show me how you feel. I need some kind of effort put forth. I feel so alone, when I shouldn't. Stop trying so hard to be in control....
And I have to watch my step, and I have to watch what I say. I'm going to end up in the same old mucked up, and lame situation as before. This person is so important to me, but I have to keep the boundaries as they are. They will stay there, until a massive change takes place.
*curls up in a little ball on bed* I am so exhausted....
*~Tsuki No Oni~*