Jan 31, 2006 12:02
So after 6 months of Brian trying to date me, (one month of messing around included) we are official. There a part of me still trying to run a way but I know that I could fall for him and have that whole 9 yards. wedding, kids, etc.
Another guy has recently decided that he wants me, (Named Steve, he is my friend, kinda) and ever time that we hang out he tries to test me, good thing I'm stubborn.
I want to be happy with Brian, but I know that if I met steve first I would be with him right now. I know the saying that once you get a boyfriend that others come to you, but why? I have committed my self to Brian and gotten away form all of steve's advances.
That all I really want to say, that things are going on, they are happening even if I don't want them to. LIfe should of stopped, daily activities being the only thing to continue, but life is going on.