I'm tired

Mar 23, 2004 07:35

So I've been up since 3:00 this morning arguing with DJ. We finally made up and he went to sleep around 5:45, but some of the things he said really hurt. I dunno, like I love hime so much, and I would give up anything for him. But I dunno what to do anymore. WHy does life have to be so confuseing when you feel like your dissapointing everyone. I really am so confused about my life. LIke what I am going to do when I move? WHat if DJ ever gives up on me? I dunno, but the thing is, I sometimes feel like he wants something more, something better than me...

"Something about silence makes me sick
Cause silence can be violent
Kinda like a slit wrist"

Its just another day
Too weak to face the world
Eyes swollen with the razor cuts of tears
Im yearning for your soft touch
ANd begging for your forgiveness
I'm sorry for the times
YOu cried because of me
I can't tell you enough
HOw much my heart bleeds for your touch
BUt guess with one last kiss
EVerything will be ok...

DJ, I love you with all of my heart, andd I hope you never forget it. YOu mena everything anad more to me and I would give up anythin and everything just for one more day in your arms....
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