Update
Well, im sitting here with my friend Pam, shes workign the front desk and im doing an experiment with myslf....dont ask...ANYWAYS. Yea, so, lets talk about my "love life" there is this BITCH i knew totally fucked me over...she led me on for months and months, leading me to believe she actually liked me. Well, i should have learned from my previous experience with "women" that you can never trust a single FUCKING thing that they say...anyways...she leads me on, and one day comes to talk to me about the hickies she has and how hes buying her shit and how she really really likes him...ANYWAYS i realized what it is, she sees me as he "Gay Best Friend" the guy that the girls all love...as a gay friend...that they treat like "one of the girls" kissing me, showing me this affection that i mistook for actual feelings. Anyways, i had told her i liked her, and she still acted this way, she told me she wasnt ready for a relationship, so she still kisses me and all that crap, and shes always in her underwear when im in her room and when shes in mine (when my roomie isnt there of course) so she knew i liked her, and still led me on...she doesnt act like this with any of her other guy friends mind you...so, yea, im so incredibly pissed at her, i dont think ill forgive her anytime soon, i still act like her friend tho...what should i do? should i still be her friend...or just forget her and move on....i treat her the same, she has no idea that i hate every fiber of her being...yet i still can't make my self let go. I need answers....and noone will talk to me...and i sure as HELL cant talk to her about it. I know this is just another bitchy JR post, but hey, what can i say...life is life!