I am not proud, I am just taking orders.
I am the ground zero ex-friend you ordered
disgused as a hero to get past your borders
I know when I'm wanted; I'll leave when you ask me to
mind my own business and speak when I'm spoken to
I am the tower around which you orbited
I am not proud i am just taking orders
I fall to the groud within moments of impact
I hit back if hit
and attack if attacked
I am an accident waiting to happen
I'm laughing like mad while you strangle the captain
my place may be taken, but make no mistake
from a little black black box I can say without shame
that you've lost
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Well, I've been half-kicked out of JoAnn's. Appently I'm causing problems by being there too much. I feel so rejected.. I didn't feel wanted when I went there... I'm so tired of being in places where I cause problems & there are constant conflicts. It's so stressful. and those of you who know me, know that I don't get stressed out easily. *sighs*
I think I'm officially Black-sheeped now.
I'm going to make a shirt that says that probably.
and have a cute little sheep on the front. *false smile*
*sighs again* =^_ _^=
She's making me go home on the weekend.
How am I causing a disruption by being there too much??!!
SO I come in between 11:30-12 am every night and she's sleeping in the living area on the couch near the dorr I come in.
I CAN'T FUCKING HELP IT! I GO TO FUCKING SCHOOL FROM 7:15-11 EVERY NIGHT! AND IT'S A FUCKING 30-MINUTE OR MORE DRIVE FROM HERE THE THERE!
Why the FUCK isn't she sleeping in the bed with her husband?!?!
NO! She can't use the THIRD bed (which is unoccupied, unless calla sleeps in it), she has to sleep in the most inconvient place in the house so that I'll wake her up everytime I come in!
She said if she knew I had cut myself she wouldn't have let me live there.
Well, gee! THANKS a FUCKING LOT!
What was I suposted to do?!
*walks up & extends hand, smiling*
"Hi! I'm Casey! I am the daughter of Mary Lee & Cabot Barden, I'm 19 & female. I've lived in Alabama most of my life, ......etc. and BY THE WAY! I cut myself, but don't worry, I'm trying to quit."
fuck it.
I thought I was over that.... but don't doubt it if I relapse.
disgused as a hero to get past your borders
I know when I'm wanted; I'll leave when you ask me to
mind my own business and speak when I'm spoken to
I am the tower around which you orbited
I am not proud i am just taking orders
I fall to the groud within moments of impact
I hit back if hit
and attack if attacked
I am an accident waiting to happen
I'm laughing like mad while you strangle the captain
my place may be taken, but make no mistake
from a little black black box I can say without shame
that you've lost
************************************************************
Well, I've been half-kicked out of JoAnn's. Appently I'm causing problems by being there too much. I feel so rejected.. I didn't feel wanted when I went there... I'm so tired of being in places where I cause problems & there are constant conflicts. It's so stressful. and those of you who know me, know that I don't get stressed out easily. *sighs*
I think I'm officially Black-sheeped now.
I'm going to make a shirt that says that probably.
and have a cute little sheep on the front. *false smile*
*sighs again* =^_ _^=
She's making me go home on the weekend.
How am I causing a disruption by being there too much??!!
SO I come in between 11:30-12 am every night and she's sleeping in the living area on the couch near the dorr I come in.
I CAN'T FUCKING HELP IT! I GO TO FUCKING SCHOOL FROM 7:15-11 EVERY NIGHT! AND IT'S A FUCKING 30-MINUTE OR MORE DRIVE FROM HERE THE THERE!
Why the FUCK isn't she sleeping in the bed with her husband?!?!
NO! She can't use the THIRD bed (which is unoccupied, unless calla sleeps in it), she has to sleep in the most inconvient place in the house so that I'll wake her up everytime I come in!
She said if she knew I had cut myself she wouldn't have let me live there.
Well, gee! THANKS a FUCKING LOT!
What was I suposted to do?!
*walks up & extends hand, smiling*
"Hi! I'm Casey! I am the daughter of Mary Lee & Cabot Barden, I'm 19 & female. I've lived in Alabama most of my life, ......etc. and BY THE WAY! I cut myself, but don't worry, I'm trying to quit."
fuck it.
I thought I was over that.... but don't doubt it if I relapse.