I have lost respect for all guy's.They play me,cheat on me,lie to me,use me.Am I ever going to be happy?.Am I ever going to find someone that will never cheat on me and treat me right?.Do you guy's have to have more than one girl to make you happy,when are you going to realize that us girl's need to be treated right.I don't blame them gay people ( Read more... )

Well right now i want to die,my life suck's and it's not a good year.Let's go back to 2004 shall we?.Anyway's two of my friend's called me an asshole and worthless and that they don't want to talk to me or hangout with me anymore.Then my sister ruined one of my friendship's,she told him lie's and he believed her.Then my ex is giving me some problem ( Read more... )

This is just so bad.I'm sick and on top of that I get told by my dad he'll put me up for adoption.hm..what a great father I have uh?.Well I don't know what i'm going to do i'm confused,sick and i'm starting to hate life even more,but God is keeping me strong and watching out for me ( Read more... )

Well I have yet to hear from Kody :/ he's losing contacted with me*sad face*.I'm sorry about everything's that's going on right now,but they will get better don't lose faith.Well my new year's I spent babysitting my cousin so I couldnt party or hangout with friend's so it sucked.And now I think 2005 is going to be as fucked up as 2004.This is not a ( Read more... )

BLAAAAAAAAH!

Leave Me Some Love ...

Well I hate moving late to corpus christi..why? because I don't get to be with a guy that I like.now i'll barley get to talk to him and UGH!! this shit suck's!!!..

This shit suck's..I'm tired of my friend's putting me down all the time.Well I'm going to be going to Corpus Sunday or Friday.Anyway's I didn't get to talk to my favorite person lastnight,well we did,but then I had to go because of the storm,it was creepy it was lightening like crazy and raining well you know the whole thing.I have a photo shoot to ( Read more... )

I had to wake up at 9am can you believe that 9 fucking am! I hate waking up that early,Then i went to my aunts birthday party wich sucked because no one was there but adults and little kids running around everywhere.So I went to chillis to eat some lunch.I miss talking to my hun.Kody where is your butt? and by the way you still have my pants am i ( Read more... )

Well I started my monthly thing ugh i hate it,its nasty and cramps hurt like a bitch all the time and the worse part is that i have no medicine.grr the meicine grr it!.Anyways I took a shower this morning,I smell gooood! i love the dial soap it smells good lol.and my shampoo soo good.Ok well now im talking to my very friend Kody at the momen,I miss ( Read more... )

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