ok so update plus some pics...
ok so i havent been on here in forever...so i think i should update...well for the past two weeks ive had trouble sleeping...ive been averaging an hour and half a night of sleep...ive been getting physically sick at night...i think my body is starting to shut down...i havent been eating normal again...my heart is played with...im in love with someone and they love me but we arent together and she says she wants to be but shes dating someone...her actions are speaking louder than her words right now...i dont know what to do...ive been really depressed lately...and things arent going well...i no longer care about much...i mean i care about my friends and their happiness but not myself...im just not sure...then on superbowl sunday i went to a party and had a lot of fun...here are some pics from the party: 
